Monday, October 20, 2008

My Bear


Let me tell of a story happened in a far far far away kingdom named Myraland.....there lived a couple so very much in luv named bear and B....their seven years together were so filled with happiness and laughter and like all fairytale they pray and wish that theirs would end happily ever after. There were rainy days but they brave them together... .But Allah has something else in storel for them and one day "that day "that they dread came.....as hard as they tried to brave the storm together, they failed....B decided that she needed to change.. its not because she does not love bear any longer....she does ...her love for him remains unchanged....still growing with every beat of her heart...bear was devastated because its such a drastic decision and he does not understand... but because of his deep love for her... just walked away......wounded and hurt....B knows that she is to be blamed but what choice does she have.....she knows that it would take a long time for the wound to heal....she prays that bear could one day find it in his heart to forgive her and that they could be the closest of friend.....she knows that at this moment he his hurting and it hurts her so so so much to know that she is the cause of his grief...she would 4ever live with the guilt of hurting the one she loves and hope that he will one day be smiling again....

13 comments:

quit said...
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deepHUrt said...

``Bila bahagia mula menyentu
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujut,''. - hope, u found ur happines, DIA expecialy, take care

caramel said...

AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Desir pasir dipadang tandus
sekedar pemikiran hati
Tergisahku diantara cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinan ku datang
Kasihku tak sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

Maafkankan bila ku tak sempurna
Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
Ayat-ayat cinta bercerita
Cinta ku padamu

Bila bahagia mula menyentuh
Seakanku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggal kan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Adillah A Nordin said...

Waaaa...

I need to know more about this bear...

Aishah Rahman said...

=D i know this story by heart, as if it is my own.. I know B and bear will always be there for each other no matter what. I think that B made d right decision, although B thinks she's selfish but it's d right thing to do. Bear will forever understands d situation, I hope so and I know that he will. That 7 years will always be a chapter in life for both B and Bear to cherish, no one can ever change or take it away from both of them.

mmuahx!! the future is the way to go! hehe =p

caramel said...

Off course you would know the story...how not to know kan? u were the pumpkin that was stuck between the B and the bear....wish that u were here....

ms hart said...

Hi Caramel!! Ya lor, I too need to know more about this beary-story..he he..waaahhh..NEED to know!! Bukannya nak tanya dulu, MAY I know? Over je!! ha ha You keep well, ya? Bila nak datang rumah beraya nih???

Aishah Rahman said...

yelaa auntie... but am kinda glad i'm not turned into a mashed pumpkin in between hehe =p

saya mau tgk ayat2 cinta!! camner? can send me d book not? how bout boxes of air milo kotak? hehe ;p

hugss xoxo

caramel said...

dearest "not so mashed pumpkin"....nanti ant hantar buku dia tapi kena ikut turn...baby nak baca dulu....then nanti ant hantar buku and VCD sekali k...b patient k...concentrate on my schindlers list....
ant baca ur entry on our dinner on 31st july, 08 tu....funny..

...pasal air milo kotak tu nanti anti cari kawan stewardess untuk tolong hantar kan k ..

.....things r difficult here little one ...difficult to smile all the time when all u want to do is melt down and die....i read the sms sent by dia saying that he felt like being driven over by a truck over and over again and thatd made me feel like dying all over again....what have i done....dia stabilising factor dalam hidup ant all this while and not to have dia in my life is like a living hell.....writing this is like telling the whole world of this part of my heart that is missing and that whatever is left of it just feel numb.....numb....semua tempat ada memori dengan dia...semua...dalam kereta, dekat rumah.....everywhere

Aishah Rahman said...

auntie! be strong! I know it's tough and I know that I don't understand pretty much everything about heartbreaks and etc.. but I know that things happen for a reason kann? u told me that and I know it hurts him but honestly auntie dearest, can it, the relationship, really work? my concerns are for u to be happy but not in the way that's gonna make you hurt even more.. haizz honestly woman! get a grip! you are me freaking out here! you'll be fine auntie honestly. tell him not to think of the worst, the best bet is for him to just cherish what you had and let it go cause you both know it'll never work out (it won't right? susah laa auntie..) and grow up a bit perhaps? rasa nk mati n give up are just stupid..i'm still a kid.. as u always put it.. i don't know much it's just my opinion.. besides i love u n u know that..

kalau sampai sume tpt pun teringat kat strawberry change to a new environment laaa.. trade in for that new honda accord =p plus 'yesterday' might be 'today' right? hehe

jgn susah hati laa auntie.. u make me worry too..

caramel said...

pumpkin...thanks...i need that..yesterday was one of my weaker moments.things happened for a reason...i may not be able to understand it noe but i know its for the best....

u don't worry k....might come to see u sooner than February....making the arrangements.....

lulian asked whether u want benda benda lain....semua nak dihantar we might as well hantar pakai kargo kalau ikut list dia....thought of jusdt sending him there...senang..ok?

Aishah Rahman said...

sooner than february??!! yeay!! inform inform! can u send him here to bring all d stuffs? beshhnyeee!!! hehe can2! it wud be better if lulian and u come maaa it wud be much more fun! i have my books dat i've asked ayah to send coz i need them for my class soon hehe maybe all the makanan yang besh2 like my air milo kotak (must have) hehe yang lain kite x tau! huhu hmmm maybe biscuits oreo's chipsmore but they are soo fattening and those japanese rice crisps dat u like so much..hehe serunding kite lupa nk bawak tp rasenyer dh habes arr kat umah huhu

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