Dedicated to my dearest Lulu Part 2

Suatu masa dulu, disebuah kampung yang tenang dan permai named Lala Land lived 2 best friends named Lulu & Lola. They are alwiz together...mandi sungai sama sama, main "pondok pondok" sama sama, played barbie & kent pun sama......semuanya pun bersama sama.....they shared everything together....they speak the same wave lenght and understood each other so well....... and they dislike nasi ayam....

Their favourite past time is to collect and update "the list" of fruits that they collected in the jungle....strawberries, lulian, star fruits, kiwi, mango....etc......those were the happy days...

To preserve the fruits that they collected , Lulu decided to go to a faraway country named Tutti Fruitti Land to learn the art of preserving the fruits and the effect of bad & rotten fruits to the environmental.... Their farewell was a teary occasion and they missed each other tremendously when they ara apart....they started to count days when Lulu would come back to Lala Land.

Being so far away from home was difficult for Lulu and she misses her family and friends especially Lola. At times she feels really down & lonely and all she wish for is to be home.....to be in the arms of her luv ones.....

Whilst in Tutti Fruitti Land Lulu had a heartbreak...Lulu was devastated...she cried and there was nothing that Lola could do to make Lulu feel better...Lola wish with all her heart to be there for Lulu but the distance was too much....it breaks Lola's heart to hear Lulu crying and that there's nothing she could do to make it better for Lulu...Lola can only hope that in time Lulu would be OK. Lola pray that the friends that Lulu met in Tutti Fruitti Land especially the Queen & Mr France would be able to help Lulu to smile again....

Lola prayed that Lulu will stay strong and have faith in what ALLAH has in store for her and that things will in the end be for the best....Lola wants Lulu not to blame herself because what happened was beyond her control...that she is a wonderful and lovable person...that the cause of Lulu's heartache would soon be SORRY and realise the mistakes he made..... Lola wants so much for Lulu to be happy and laughing again.....

Lola wants Lulu to know that comes March, 26, those who luvs her would be there in Tutti Fruitti Land to give her a great big hug and loads of kisses....Lola wants Lulu to know that she is someone special and that she can flap her lab coat, close her eyes and she would be home in the heart of those who luvs her.......Lulu will, if she could bring lulian to Tutti Fruitti Land and they will all have a beary big hug......

......things will be ok my dearest and the hurt will all be gone......what happened yesterday will make u a stronger person and happier today......come what may Lola will alwiz love her little baby Lulu.........

"Love never fails, alwiz protects, alwiz trusts, alwiz hopes & alwiz perseveres"

Dedicated to my dearest Lulu

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I am very de-motivated with everything that has been going on in the office. I am frustrated because i feel as though I am in a ship with no captain..We are all sailing aimlessly and many are fighting for the captain's position. The apple polishing that's been going on made me feel so sick that i feel like vomitting..I am lost for words and all I can say is may ALLAH bless all of us..

I now know how bad office politics are and how demented all this people could be. All the back stabbing and scheming against everyone that they use to call friend...Its unbelievable and scary at the same time as I could not imagine how evil a person could be..when I say evil I really mean it.....like devil reincarnate..

I am lost for words with whats happening that I m more inclined to just keep quiet and talked to only those closest to me in the office and just work...work n work...At times I just can't do it...no mood to work and all I can do is stare at a blank computer or surf the net....when that happens I will most of the time call Abossa and whine....as usual....he alwiz know what to say to make me move my butt and bz my draggy day with work...there are actually tonnes to do......if that does not work he would allow me time off to just have my little walk to clear my mind......

My little walk would usually be to the building accross to see magazines or to my car to hear the loudest music ever or to the 8th floor to see Tina.....talking to Tina alwiz make me happi...we laugh a lot......loads and loads....we gossip about the "not so bright fellow"....it is in in red because this dispecable person is driving everyone off the cliff poor old me especially.....he is a wolf in a sheep's skin......i know that it is sinfull to talk bad about anyone but.........i can't help it...if i keep this inside I'd probably die......everythime he passes by...[thats like selalu because he has to pass my table if he wants to go out] I feel the urge to throw up ....[its better than what i felt about him weeks ago-canibal like feeling of throwing anything i have in front of me at him.....Tina has advised me to keep all sharp objects in a safe place...]..

This creature has caused a lot of people unhapiness and distress with his conduct...very vindictive person....he is unleashing his frustration on the "so called imaginary injustice" that he felt was done to him and going after those he thinks are the cause of it or related to the cause......he has forgotten that in his quest for revenge a lot of people are also effected....innocent people......I know that this is a bitter entry but to keep it inside me is causing me ulcer....I just hope n pray that the long awaited new person would come as soon as possible before what was achieved in 5 years would just be gone in a matter of days.......

But despite the gloomy office situation...somethings are changing for the better....alhamdulillah....

Do my socks comes in pair?

I am currently reading this book by Cecelia Ahern entitled A Place called Here...its a sweet book....about a women's search for that missing piece in her life........

Quotes from the book that is really meaningfull to me....i read them n it made me feel that someone out there understands and that made me feel contented and not alone....

"How do u feel when u r searching n searching but u still can't find whatever u r looking for?"

"The feeling of searching is like a feeling of knowing something is missing in your life but not being able to find it no matter how hard u look"

"Perhaps it would be easier if i said that not being able to find something is like suddenly not remembering the words to ur favourite song that u knew by heart. Its like suddenly forgetting the name of someone u know really well and see everyday, or the name of a group who sang a famous song. Its frustrating that it plays on ur mind over and over agin because u know theres an answer but no one can tell u it. It niggles n niggles at me n i can't rest until i know the answers"

"sometimes people can go missing right before our very eyes, sometimes people discover u. eventhough they've been looking at u the entire time. Sometimes we lose sight of ourselves when we're not paying attention. We all get lost once in a while, sometimes by choice, sometimes due to forces beyond our control. When we learn what it is our soul needs to learn, the path presents itself. Sometimes we see the way but wander further and deeper despite ourselves; the fear, the anger or the sadness preventing us from returning. Sometimes we prefer to be lost and wandering, sometimes its easier. Sometimes we find our way out. But regardless, alwiz we r found"

Bye

Jemputan Dari Kak Tati

Last Saturday, Nana & Me dijemput oleh Kak Tati for makan makan ...but before that i had to selesaikan tanggungjawab i to my parents....bawa them jalan jalan...kesian juga the whole week they duduk rumah je so kena lah jalan jalan ambil angin...........i really am so happi that they are happi........janji dengan Linda kul 6 tapi terlambat jadi Nana & Me kena lah gi sendiri.....nasib baiklah senang nak cari rumah.....bila dah sampai kami berdua ni jadi malu malu lah pula......Kak Tati buat both of us rasa so welcomed....thanks Kak.....

Her house is so English and so cantik......

Tuan Rumah & Tuan Punya Butik.......

Kuih muih hidangan Kak Tati......nicely arranged.....sedap sangat....Dilla next time kita datang sesama k.....ada kuih bakar berlauk...popia......kuih lapis

Kak Tati and Abg Zul.....Nana & Me intend to send our future better half (yang sekarang ini sedang dalam pencarian) to him for training.......boleh kan Kak Tati?

Nana sedang menikmati kuay teow Kak Tati yang sememangnye sedap and lazat...me and her berlumba lumba menambah..rasa malu sewaktu memula sampai terus hilang........

Segregasi kaum........

I had a good time at Kak Tati's and looking forward to more visits....if Kak Tati sanggup lah terima kedatangan ku.....boleh?

Saturday in Melaka

View of Melaka Town from up up and above....gayatnye i..

This is Muya......my cousin...sebaya dengan Nana (my niece a.k.a si bunga tanjung) and Ayin ( Pumpkin's Sister also my niece)

Gambar ni tersesat lah pulak kat sini...this is Daya...assistant Linda....dia terpegun dengan kelakuan kami kami ini di butik Kaseh

Mak and Abah masa dalam Eye of Malaysia......lepas ni dah takde lagi nak ku naik benda ni......taubat......

This is a beautiful piece....the colur is vibrant and eye cathing....Maaf ye kain ini telah dimiliki oleh tak lain dan tak bukan Puan Adillah kita....bila dah jadi baju nanti please post the picture k Dilla...

Kain kain yang kubeli.....amat cantik kain kain cotton ini...lembut and i bet bila dah jadi baju kurung pahang akan memukau setiap mata yang memandang......

Tuan punya Butik Kaseh...Linda......all smiles walau pun terpaksa buka butik pada hari Sabtu for Me...thanks again...

Batik bermotif bunga berwarna pink and purple.......would be so cantik if buat baju kurung moden atau maxi macam yang dalam blog Rizalman Ibrahim tu........

Puan Adilla kita berposing dengan batik lukisan abstrak berwarna pastel pink and hijau muda......belum ada tuan punyanye...Haniza...this is so cantik....

Setiap hari Sabtu sudah menjadi kemestian untuk me singgah ke Butik Kaseh...untuk melihat hasil kreativiti terbaru Linda and also as a meeting point for me and Dilla to catch up on things..alwiz look forward to the meeting and sudah semestinya dipenuhi dengan gelak ketawa serta usik mengusik....hari ini jugalah model model amatur ini semuanya akan menunjukkan bakat terpendam masing masing.......last Saturday was no exception....Linda, Dilla nad me had such a good time....Nana could not make it as she was not feeling too well.....met Queen for the first time too......such a sweet lady....

Me tried on a few tudung untuk dipakai pada minggu ini...i am going to start my kelas agama di Masjid Negara Jumaat ini....this would definitely help me with the changes in intend to implement...to be a better muslimah.

Banyak kain baru yang ada di Kaseh yang seakan melambai lambai minta dibeli...i terus beli 2 pieces sebelum Haniza beli kesemuanya.....dearest Haniza silalah lihat kain kain ku...sungguhlah cantik.....terompah kita dalam proses k.....harap bersabar....

Lepas ke Kaseh, me balik ke rumah...masak lunch and then off for my normal excursion with mak, abah and Muya......we went to the Eye of Malaysia...surprised? i surprised even myself....seseorang yang begitu takutkan heights menaiki that "thing".....lama pulak tu...they did 5 rounds...perlukah? satu je lah.....i was so takut that my knees was shaking profusely......menyosal den....sumpah den tak buek lagi...what an experience.....at least bila orang tanya i boleh lah say that i have been on it.....

7-1-2009

Sebenar benar nye walau bunga yang dipetik dari tepi jalan akan membuat seorang wanita itu tersenyum gembira...lebih lebih lagi sekiranya dari orang yang mereka sayangi......

P/S: Ijan...ingat tak bunga ni....kita ambil masa ikut gi assignment kat Jasin.......hope you like the birthday present k....next time kita gi minum tau...i miss spending my weekends with you gi assignments........ Bunga dari Nana.....we had another santai session on 11-1-2009 and she gave me the flowers....sukanya hati ini.......kita sayang Nana juga k........thanks again k

Bunga-bunga ku di atas meja ruang tamu rumah ku.....the lily smells devine....

Basket of flowers from Saleem........chocolate nye dah di serbu oleh mereka mereka di ofis.....

Flowers from Dilla......so sweet kan....made me smile all through the day...even now bila i tengok the flowers at home i can't help but smile......

Woke up feeling really old.....if pasang candle atas cake mesti penuh satu kek and if nak kira dah kena pinjam jari tangan orang....Me pakai baju baru warna biru hadiah dari Dilla (gambar nye ada dalam blog kaseh)..its a habit of mine to pakai baju baru bila time hari jadi.....ia membuat i rasa best......

Birthday wishes comes from mak and abah, Ijan, Dilla, Sugus, Nana (Thanks for the roses) , Linda (thanks for the baju kurung kain kapas), Arief, Abg Man, Pumpkin ( anti wish that u are here to celebrate with me...thanks for the blog entry and the lovely picture we took long long time ago) .Abossa...Akak and the gang sang the birthday song in the morning......i was smiling ear to ear.......jangan lah ditanya umur ku k.....dah lanjut and almost expiring.........

The biggest surprise of the day was flowers from Dilla...lilies and roses and chocolates......made me really happy......thanks Dilla.....love it.....bunga dari orang jauh.......

Had lunch with Abossa and Puan Aniza of Aniza & Associates di Jakes....semuanye gara gara me told Abossa that me terasa nak makan salmon and "escargo"(my sister calls this siput taman)........yummie....

Received another basket of flowers from Saleem...pun ada chocolate.......habislah diet ku...

To all that remembered my Birthday and was not included in this entry please jangan marah k...

All in all the day was a delight...i am older but age is just a number.....i am young at heart and everyday getting wiser...ALLAH has been kind to me and my life has been blessed.....tahun ini adalah tahun perubahan for me...perubahan untuk menjadi yang lebih baik.a better daughter to my parents, adik yang lebih baik to my sibblings....a better friend to my friends, a more hardworking employee to my employer and most of all to be a better muslimah...so i can face my maker with no shame here and in my after life...Amin..